i’m starting to grow up and not quite ready to give up the pleasures of the young adulthood life. *pause to think* on the other hand, why the hell should i? i’m just going to receive this world as it shoots and pours crap &/or flowers on me with these freakin’ open arms. i’ll take it. all of it. there are no other choices really. just sucking it up and running with it. maybe on some occasions i will sit, cry, whine, and pout. most days now, i lay down to daydream. whatever.