That’s the guidance card I pulled out this morning.
It tells me to drop my responsibilities and let loose; play. Free myself of the responsibilities and play. If anything, that’s what I feel like I’ve been doing already. Maybe I have not entirely let myself free to go. I do feel guilty when I go out and play. Especially during the weekends. Also, I have not worked at the hospital at a steady pace in the longest time. I live pay check to pay check in the most unsteady way possibly- with unfixed income & with a toddler. Responsibility is something I needs to work with.
But I get it.
Another way of looking at the message is that I should approach my affairs playfully and not so seriously. Be a mom- do it playfully, don’t push the unnecessary stress on myself; be a pseudo manager- be light hearted about situations; be a nurse- enjoy the company of those I’m with and not be hung up with the politics.
I have a get-away weekend coming up. Perhaps go and enjoy without feeling guilty?