Throughout the year, it’s a constant nagging feeling that I repeat in my head: the fuck are you really doing with your life right? What are you really doing? What is really happening?? How is your future going to look? Am I being cheated with the restaurant situation?
Needless to say, my current situation is sloppy and messy and I am just barely managing, financially.
The shares of the restaurant. I am not entirely on board when I thought I kinda was and at times I do feel cheated. I lost my share of the restaurant from the initial “deal” that was promised to me. Now I need to get the shares straight from the rest of the share holders. But really it was my fault for not submitting the proper paper work in the initial setting. I just dropped the ball and never picked it back up. I didn’t pick it back up because it was a scary territory. It was scary so now I lost it. What a dumbass. All I can do now is to set it straight and get some of my old paperwork together and hopefully can make a case to SL & JL. It’s such a retarded move on my part and I do hate myself for it. All I can do now is to fix the damage and pray to the angels and universe that it is salvageable- that the shares make sense to my family and most importantly to my dad.
- will need to find the paper work for family members to sign
- find that email that SL reported the shares
- find the paper work proposal that was initially presented to me
I can mope about it some more and beat myself to a pulp OR I can just get off my ass and start digging for answers and figuring out solutions. I choose the latter.